On 4th of July, I did LSD for the first time in my life. Here are the notes I took while on my trip:
Always tell people when you don't like something.
Don't get attached to people, objects, or places. Everything is always changing. Embrace it. Live a minimalistic life.
Happiness is about sharing my life with the people that love me: my mom, dad, sister, grandmother, friends, etc.
My goal with the partner(s) I pick is to integrate them into my life successfully.
Stay silent more often. Talk only if it is appropriate.
My experience living in San Francisco has been negative so far. I've lived there for a year and a half and I've felt bored. Once Fall ends I'll move back to LA.
I'll build my breakthrough company in LA.
Life is about attracting not chasing.
My skills and intellect is top-tier globally.
Work harder at Favorited. If I ever quit, it must be for something better.
I've always had girls. I always will. I shouldn't worry or devote my time and energy into that. Whoever chooses to stay will be blessed.
Start exercising.
Explore art. All the girls I've dated over the past couple of years have had an artsy profile. This hasn't been intentional for me. However, this feels like a message of encouragement to go down this path. There has to be a reason why so many artsy people come to my life.
Ask people for money. Make more money.
This summer I dated a girl. She's an actress. While on my trip I constantly thought about her because I felt deeply connected with her. By the time I'm writing this we aren't dating anymore. She doesn't want to be in a serious relationship at the moment and I do. Each one was looking for something different so it didn't work out.
However, I know we crossed paths because she had something to teach me and she did. I learned so much from her. I genuinely appreciate her and hope she is always safe. I hope she knows I'll always be there for her as a friend. My wish is that she finds herself and becomes a famous actress in Hollywood. I had so much fun with her. I'm happy I got to experience my first summer in LA with such a cool girl.